My Dad once told me if I didn't learn the lesson, the teacher would keep coming back. I believe I finally understand what he was trying to tell me. I've been feeling like I've been drowning in a rip tide as I struggle against it. I have been struggling with my health and recently the pain and nausea became unbearable and I realized that not having health insurance was not a good reason to treat myself and hope it will go away. My friend just buried her husband and a week or so later fell down the stairs and was hospitalized and treated because her brain was bleeding. I was too sick to go stay with her and felt so guilty that I went to my doctor and went for some radiology tests yesterday. Hopefully I will know something by Tuesday. My life has once again ground almost a stop and ignoring health symptoms has severely impacted the quality of my life and relationships. I attended a beautiful wedding weekend in Pittsburgh over Memorial weekend and hope to post the photos and share some of the wonderful experiences as soon as I am feeling better.
xo Susi xo
It pains me to read this because I know, all too well, how cost prohibitive private health insurance policies are - and how difficult it can be to afford the care you need, even if you do have the luxury of some sort of policy. I won't turn this into a rant about the state of healthcare, but I hope that you were able to get the care you needed - and most importantly, that your health is better!
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